So I've been thinking of doing a set of dolls of each of my characters with The Used lyrics? In my head it would be really awesome, I already have one idea for Emily but everyone else I cant even begin to think of lol...

I hope it's a good idea...I guess i should really make a to-do list and stick to it!

Y'know i spent all afternoon drawing and I didnt get ONE thing done -__-
My inspiration has gone down the drain.

I went through some old Diaries from 05+ as well...that was a scary trip down memory lane! If any of you remember my old LiveJournal it was alot like that but more personal 0_o Alot of scribbly 'I HATE THIS!' everywhere... Alot if disturbing writing about sexual stuff aswell. Which worried me lol. I just cant believe how fucked up I was back in those early days...I found note paper from when I was at school and I've like written a whole journal in a lesson or something, moaning about my friends and how ugly I am and how I hated walking around school etc...but I just dont remember feeling that way! I'm over it now obviously...I had alot of pent up anger back then XP and noone tell!
There was also a hell of alot of bloody tissues in between pages...it's disturbing...but I dont want to throw them away? Is that fucked up? _{and unsanitary? lol.}
Maybe I'll use them in some art like I've done before..
I just cant believe how much there was. And from looking through the diaries it seems that since I've had short hair I havent done it! So that's 2 n a half - 3 years? go me...

I threw my diaries in the bin but I dunno whether to rip it all up so that someone doesnt just take them out a bin and read them XP I'd probably die...but at the same time I have some sort of fascination of scanning some in XP lol I'm so weird...

Anywho I'm glad I'm not so fucking obsessed with Lee anymore...It's still complicated as hell but the way I used to go on about him in them was just pitiful and sickening...Jesus.

So let's move on shall we?!

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